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Darkness by Heather Anglin 2/7/13 I feel so dark So alone Sometimes I wonder if my soul is dead? Darkness consumes me, light flees from me! Where am I? I feel dead inside! I ask myself why? There is no answer! I seek to find light, it is beyond my grasp. My nights grow longer, never to end!

PAIN by Heather Anglin 2/6/13 Love is Life Life is Pain Pain is Defiance Defiance is Rebellion Rebellion is Pushing Pushing begins Life Life is a Circle Love and Pain Feeling in my Heart Feeling in my Body Destiny is also Life My Destiny is to be Alone No Love is No Pain Protect my Heart Stay alone for no more Pain in my Heart

Life by Heather Anglin 11/1/12 As one life ends, a new life begins. Life is beautiful and wonderful! A true miracle. Those who can make life are some of the luckiest people alive! I am such a blessed person. Yes, I lost all my biological children, but have been so blessed by having ones I love as much as those I have lost! Maybe one day I will be able to have one of my own, but until then, I am so thankful to have my adopted children! I thank the gods and goddesses for who I do have! I truly feel blessed for having life, all the friends and family (extended and blood)! I am one of the luckiest people in the world for all those I hav

Maze of Madness by Heather Anglin 10/29/12 Walking through the maze of madness twisting in my soul. Looking for love, wanting to see it grow. Wishing through the maze of madness deep within my soul, for you to take my hand and love me more and more. Longing in the maze of madness deep within my soul, to be loved and cared for, which way do I go? I just keep traveling in that maze of madness deep within my soul, knowing one day I will get out and live my life happy, just having trouble finding my way in the maze!

Times By Heather Anglin 10/25/12 The eyes are the windows to the soul, or so it has been said. Why then does everyone see happiness when there is so much sorrow? Do I have to remove the mask for you to see the real me? Yes I am honest to a fault until it comes to my hurts, fears, and short comings. I am so strong outward, but inward I am hurt almost beyond repair, I love deeply, I love truly, BUT can I truly love you if I find it so hard to love me? I have made changes to my life, both good and bad. Sometimes I like who I am, other times, I wish I could curl up in a little ball and lever look at the world again! Will I find myself? I h

The Weeping of my Soul By Heather Anglin 10/24/12 As I sit here trying to sleep, I can't stop the tears of my soul. Tears for all the past mistakes that I have made, tears for the present pain that I am in, tears for my children lost to the wind, the love that I had and destroyed. Tears for decisions that I have made, both good and bad. Tears of longing to be in the place I hold dearest to my heart. I am a fish out of water. I don't belong here. Right now I don't belong anywhere. I know I can't change the past, the decisions I made, are making now, and will make in the future. I know that the past is the past and has shaped me into who

The Shadowed Heart Heather Anglin 10/21/12 Deep in the shadows of my heart, I feel the stirrings of love and desire for just you. You alone hold my heart in your hands. You are the one I love, the one I need, the one I want to spend my life with. Thank you for showing me the shadows haven't consumed me, but that the ice that held my heart is slowly breaking apart and melting away. You are the candle burning inside me, the fire and the flame that will never go out. I love you! I will stand by your side, through good and bad, never going away. You are my hearts truest desire! Always remember a strong relationship isn't going to be perfect

Dragons Dreaming Heather Anglin 10/14/12 As Dragons dream, the meek shall gain confidence. As Dragons dream, the weak shall gain strength. As Dragons dream, the unloved shall find peace, favor and love. Only when they quit looking and allow all of that to find them!

The Loss of Self by Heather Anglin 10/14/12 Deep within the Demons mist; I lost myself; I allowed this. The fear of never loving again, I tricked myself into believing. This lust so deep, my eyes grew scales, wanting love, to be held again, Wanting to hear you are beautiful, you are sexy, again, the scales grow deeper over my eyes. Finally realizing this, I left the one I thought I loved, only to allow myself to become prey to the demon again, Opening my heart, allowing fear and lust to once again scale over my eyes. Only to find that the lust did, indeed, become love. Then to find the one who was given the love to be someone that played

The Sandy Shore By Heather Anglin We walk along together on the sandy shore, holding hands and talking, loving each other more and more. We stop to watch the sunset along the golden shore, you kiss me as the sun goes down, loving more and more. You get down on your knees, along the sandy shore, you look up into my eyes, and ask me a question, in your eyes is love, and tenderness along that sandy shore. I look into your eyes, and see that love, along that golden shore, you ask me to marry you right there, upon that sandy shore. We talk and love, and grow together along that sandy shore. Until the day the sun goes down, and we are called